:: oтнея ωσяℓ∂ ::

New week started , I've met new friends ;
Assignments ,
Reports ,
Tests ,
Presentations ,
Experiments ,
Homeworks .......... an so on :)

Its stressed , but LIFE GOES ON xD

I've met perfect friends in my groups ,
cute guys and friendly girls ~

 JiaYing , Ee-Ann , Jasmine =)

My life in UTAR was just perfect to have them ^^

We just met for few weeks , but everyone here seems to be so close ~

And finally I get the chance to wear a labcoat everyday xD

I joined First Aid Society in UTAR , and im an AJK too :)

I was still regreting that i quit St.John at my secondary school ...

But now , everything is back ^^

After so many things have happened , and yet im still here catching my own dream ...

Proud of myself and tell myself to be tough in the future ~~

:: emo ::

在 PJ 的第四个星期 ……
一切都开始习惯了，
习惯每天起床就赶火车，
赶巴士 …………

唯一还不习惯的，就是那个以前每天在我生活里的他，
渐渐的快要消失了。

他从不主动，
我不找他，
他不找我，
答应自己不要再犯贱，
但是每次只要是不开心的，
开心的，
我都会自然的第一时间告诉他。
可是通常，都是抱着失望的心情，无法入眠。


我问自己，怎样的我，才能让你更想念？

但是其实我知道，如果他真的爱我，他会愿意为我改变，相反的，若他根本就不爱我，怎样的我，也不可能让他多想念 ……

或许爱情真的不能勉强，
我爱的他，
若你真的还爱我，
就请你在我还没舍得放下你的时候，
多爱我吧 ……

我会在这里，等待你回来我身边 …… 

:: mч ωσяℓ∂ ωiтнouт u ::

It have been a week since i last met you .

It feel like ages for me .

I walk alone to LRT station alone everyday .

I board Trains alone everyday .

I always saw Despark pupil wearing the uniform , it reminds me of you .

Damn , i missed u :(

How are you recently ?

Please take good care of yourself while im not beside you .

Please smoke less .

Please take every meal .

Don't force yourself too hard babe .

I love u :)

:: UTAR life ::

After i have graduated ,
I continue my further study in UTAR _ University Tengku Abdul Rahman in PJ Campus .

Not very nice environment , where we have our class in Factory Area .
But the facilities are just nice for me .
I spent a week there , having my lecture class .

Some lecturers was good but some .....


I have 2 friends study in the same campus with me , Hui Yun and Tricia who had been same school with me since Form 1 .

Although we are all in the different Course ,

Hui Yun was taking Foundation In Arts ,
were Tricia is taking S stream ,

But me ____ P stream .

I get to learn more detail in Physics ,

and I have a subject name Mechanics .

Its all about Physics !! :) My love

But im having my Assigment 2 weeks later ,

So stress to hear that .


But i will do my best ~~
Welcum my new life :)

:: cяueℓ ωσяℓ∂ ::

I was born in 1995 ,  21st Centuries , a modern n peaceful world in Malaysia .

I was born in the month of September with the date of 15th which makes me a Virgo .

My parents named me Michelle because of a famous Malaysia Artist who took part in the film James Bond 007 _ Dato' Michelle Yeoh .

Of course they hope that someday i will be as famous as her .

I have a sister whose elder than me 3yrs , namely Jennifer , indeed , she was name after a famous artist too _ Jennifer Lopez .

And a little brother who call Isaac , named after a great scientist _ Sir. Isaac Newton .

According to the ancients ,

The Virgo is highly discriminating, but not necessarily as prudish at some might believe. In ancient times, a Virgin was a woman who was not the property of man, and therefore had the legal right to just say "no." Now, in modern times, you Virgos are known for your ability to be highly discriminating -- especially when it comes to matters of personal desire. When Virgo is ready, however, to say yes, the laser-like focus of your passion is anything but prudish.

Well I am proud to call myself as a VIRGO .

Virgo might be a Clean Freak , but most Virgo will have a messy closet somewhere or a disaster under their beds .

Yup___ Thats me :)

Before Im 7 ,
anything in my life is just too perfect for me .
A perfect family ,
perfect life .

When Im 7,
my little brother was born ,
admit it ,
he is so damn CUTE :)
but i never realized ,
the green evil or JEALOUSY just came out from my heart ,
i hated my brother ,
because of him i lost attentions from my parents ,
im so immature ,
by the time i step in my Primary school life ,
i started my Rebellious Phase .

I ran away from home ,
i play truant ,
i even abandoned my studies ...

And that makes me so different from my sister ,
she was a quite and mature girl ,
she was also a straight As student ...

My parents put all of their hope on her ,
but as for me ,
i gave them nothing but Disappointment ...

And that makes my dad hates me ,
and i destroyed my parents relationship since im 7 ,
my mom was trying to fix my problems with dad ,
but it end up both of them arguing because of 2 different characteristics' daughters .

My sister get straight As in her UPSR as expected ,
everyone was so proud of her ,
but for me ,
i get a result which is slightly better than a piece of shit in my UPSR .

Is not that i cant study well ,
i dont want to study hard as well .

I feel that even if i tried m best my parents will still think that my sister is still the better one ,
i will never win her ,
what for i force myself so hard ?

When i step into the 2nd stage in my life _ secondary school life ,
im getting worst ,
i even failed 70% of my tests ,
i absence for 90% of my class ,
i've been warn by counselling teachers ,
i've been cane by my parents...

Until i met HIM ,
the one who changed my life ,
he was a 1st class students ,
but im a troublemaker in my school ,
we met ,
and we start our relationship when i was in Form 2 .

No one agreed this relationship but us ,
although its just a puppy love ,
but this relationship lasted for 9 months ,
between this 9 months we never dated ,
we never hang out ,
we never went for a movie even a dinner ,
but by the time we broke up ,
i almost killed myself .

But because of him ,
i changed a lot ...

When im Form 4 ,
miracles did happened ,
we went back together ...

Until today........

My Form 4 life was the most perfect moment in my life ,
i have a 100% boyfriend who will meet me up everyday in school ,
i made into the 1st class which is just beside his class..
I miss that moment .


When im Form 5 ,
my parents argued a lot and my mother moved out ,
we moved into my fiance's house ,
during the hardest moment in my life ,
MY SPM LIFE .

I never thought that all of this will happened ,
i never thought my family will be broken ,

Im forced to learn to stand on my own ,
im forced to learn to be independent ,

After 3 months ,
my mum decided to move back because she miss Isaac ,
and she decided to give him another chance ,

But its already mid of July ,
im having my trials soon .

So i stay alone in his house .

And that caused misunderstanding between his parents and me .

LASTLY , I still get a not bad result for my SPM , 7As m 2Bs .

My parents are under divorcing .
But i realized that they have problems since long ago , maybe its not because of me their relationship turn so torny .

Whats good is ,
i finally found my dream ,
and my confident ,
im going to the 3rd stage of my life _ Uni life soon ~

I do believe in miracles ...

WHAT DOESNT KILL YOU

 MAKES YOU STRONGER .